Life is Crazy

 So this weekend my daughter’s car was vandalized because it’s a Kia. Broke out the back window and tore up the steering column. So we are down to one car. Repairs aren’t cheap either but I am blessed. God prepared me for this time. I can see His hand in it all up to this point.

Since we don’t know how long we are down to one car, I asked my best friend if I could borrow one of his many vehicles.  He refused. That pretty much ended that relationship. I just don’t understand. 

Today is my 58th birthday. It’s been one interesting years so far. Life is crazy!

Another 5 years flew by

 So today is 6/4/23. My oldest brother’s birthday.  I’m still fighting the same battles within myself. I reread my previous posts. My poem hit my heart. It was relevant then and it is now. I need to break free from the bondage that has kept me bound for the last few years. I have a purpose and sitting in my home alone is t going to fulfill that purpose. 

COVID was the worst and it’s now it’s been three years later and I’m still feeling the grip of uncertainty. As I write those words, it’s just a crutch for me to lean on. It was very isolating but it’s over. My mind is still there but the world has moved on and so should I. 

Thank you Father for loving me as I am and walking with me when I am dragging my feet. I know you have carried me when I refused to walk. I know you held me when I chose to be inconsolable. You never left me. Even when I rebelled. You were always there, ever watching keeping me safe. Thank you for your unconditional love. Never let me go. Never let me go!  Never let me go!!!