Another 5 years flew by

 So today is 6/4/23. My oldest brother’s birthday.  I’m still fighting the same battles within myself. I reread my previous posts. My poem hit my heart. It was relevant then and it is now. I need to break free from the bondage that has kept me bound for the last few years. I have a purpose and sitting in my home alone is t going to fulfill that purpose. 

COVID was the worst and it’s now it’s been three years later and I’m still feeling the grip of uncertainty. As I write those words, it’s just a crutch for me to lean on. It was very isolating but it’s over. My mind is still there but the world has moved on and so should I. 

Thank you Father for loving me as I am and walking with me when I am dragging my feet. I know you have carried me when I refused to walk. I know you held me when I chose to be inconsolable. You never left me. Even when I rebelled. You were always there, ever watching keeping me safe. Thank you for your unconditional love. Never let me go. Never let me go!  Never let me go!!!