Have to keep going...

I have a friend that is great. It is hard because it's a unique friendship. Friendships are important to me so I don't want to lose any. Unfortunately, due to circumstances, personalities, situations, others, etc. the friendship isn't the same and may never be again. It is unfortunate but true. I am really looking within myself to see what is truly going on...am I creating somethings that I don't even realize? Not sure yet, but searching all the same.